Where's My Punk Rock Queen?

Just finished reading I Wanna Be Your Joey Ramone. The ending is a bit abrupt as are the last 20 pages or so. Not sure I like how it ends without anything getting full resolved but then again that's how life actually is. In life there no nice wrap up endings. Life never will produce a fairy tale ending. It's a delusion I sell to myself. Sometimes, though, I wish life would throw me a fairy tale ending. Just once. 

The question on my mind right now is, where is my punk rock queen? Have I met her already? Will I ever meet her? Shit, is she even real? Where is my punk rock queen? Where? 

I just don't know anymore. Way to fuckin' sound emo too, haha.